jennyboo95:

Natasha Mosley- Tattoo (feat. Tyga) <3

(Source: chellecakes, via sammchristinee)

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When I see her with you, and see how happy you are without me I become depressed because i never treated you like that. You were never happy with me…But I fucking want you back. I don’t want you with her. Please. I love you…

Us.

But how do you let go of someone that you love with all your heart? Tell me.

brandonphay:

For the past few months I’ve been so depressed inside. Sure things may seem good on the outside. But fuck, inside I’m always crying for help. Crying for someone to just be there for me.. I don’t have anybody else to run to anymore. Trusting people is so hard nowadays. I wish it was easy to make friends, but its hard. I just want someone to listen to my problems and cheer me up. Is that too much to ask for? Fuck. Why am I even feeling like this?

(Source: xoxorachany)

it reminded me of how much I was in love with you. It reminded me of the times it was just me and you. It brought me back to the days were we couldn’t get enough of each other. I don’t know what it is, but I’m still helplessly inlove with you and I can’t do anything about it. You have a girlfriend and I can see you love her… but I can’t let you go. I don’t want to be the “homewrecker” but it’s like you were mine first. Ugh, I hate feelings like this. Yesterday on the bus when we were singing to each other and then you gradually got closer and kissed me… I wanted it all back. I may not have been the greatest girlfriend but like fuck, why can’t I get over you.

Waiting sucks. Whether its at a restaurant waiting to be seated, waiting for a movie to start, waiting for a friend because they asked you to wait, or waiting for something you bought online to come in the mail. It’s all the same feeling. It makes me feel like I’m wasting my time or I could be doing something else. I know waiting is a part of life but it frustrates me. I hate waiting for something that might not even happen. I hate waiting for a text whether it’s from someone special or when I really need something and no one is answering. I just really fucking hate waiting. If you take a long ass time to txt me I feel like you are doing something better than talking to me. I hate waiting and not knowing what is happening. I hate when someone doesn’t reply to me. I hate waiting for an answer. I hate waiting for something that I don’t even know is going to even happen. I grow more and more impatient each day. And as each day goes by I just get tired of waiting. Soon enough I’m just going to stop waiting. And from there I won’t look back but keep going forward.

Like, I don’t know what it is. You’re in chicago but I still see you as a threat like she’s mine like please back off D; like I can never feel like she’s mine even just once. I would feel like that for like a second but then I’d feel so insecure and it’s back to not trusting her or having that feeling that she’s all mine.

Gah this sounds so weird, I honestly don’t know how to put it in words… -____- i just don’t understand why I still think you could take her from me even when you’re a million miles away.

My friends say don’t get mad when you are with ____. But yknow what? I HATE it. I hate it when they tell me to not get mad, I hate how jealous I get and you’re not even mine, I hate how you can’t stick to one person, I hate it when you don’t even tell me everything, I hate how sometimes I have to find out through tumblr, I hate how much I actually love you, I hate how I still love you after you continuously hurt me, I hate how it’s so easy for you to jump between girls, I hate how my friends are right, I hate how I can’t even let go of you, I hate everything, I hate myself most of all for not leaving when the situation wasn’t that bad. 

mahalkitax3:

All I ever wanted for so long was for someone to explain everything that had happened to me in this same way. To label it neatly on a page: this leads to this leads to this. I knew, deep down, it was more complicated than that. But I still demanded an explanation. I wanted someone to reassure me…

linhtv0:

justanotherasian:

After all the chasing you’ve been through to be with that one perfect person, don’t stop trying once you do have him/her. Being in a relationship doesn’t mean you’re done with a book, it means a beginning to a new chapter. The only difference this time is, you aren’t running after them, you are now running besides them.

I love this.